Tuesday, March 16, 2010

AHHHHH.

Okay so, working at an animal hospital, working at a daycare, teaching dance, taking dance 4-5 times a week, preparing a solo, getting ready for a recital, searching for a new job, AND keeping up with a blog is just too. damn. much. That movie (all bloggers know it) Julie & Julia really inspired me to pursue what I love 365 days a year. I thought blogging about my passion, being dance, everyday would prove something?
But ya know what...Julie had no life! She had time to prepare a gourmet meal for 5 hours everyday and then blog about it. Sometimes she would cook 2 of those meals a day?! I applaud that women for doing it! Though, you know that part where she collapses and cries in the middle of the kitchen like a pathetic ball? Well, now I understand why.
I'm 18 and I'm already working myself to death! Dancing almost everyday is perfect. Working 6 days a week with crappy pay and hours...not so much. Did I mention I drive a car in dire need of repairs everyday? I need that something uplifting to happen, similair to the phone call julie gets after she cries like a pathetic ball. I need a new job. Something I can be proud of. I need to quit the animal hospital and find something.
My awesome hip-hop teacher works at the Hard Rock Casino. He suggested I try applying there. After I finish this blog I am going online to apply. He says, "You will make bank!" I sure hope so.
Let's stop being so negative for just a paragraph. I am performing a solo in June. Talk about a dream! My chances of working at the Hard Rock are high! I teach dance!! Granted some of my little dancers to be tend to run wild, I still enjoy it. It's a small stepping stone to my dream. Last but not least, I conquered dancing 365 days a long, long, long time ago! I have been dancing since I was 3, and I don't need to blog EVERYDAY to prove I am passionate about something! Dance is my passion. I just put too much pressure on myself.
With that being said, please follow me. :)